and the song reminds me of the theme of Weeds, which I love!

I just downloaded A mark, a mission, a brand, a scar after realizing I was missing a couple of songs.

When will this obsession end?

There is a poll in Vanity Fair to determine just that.

I voted for Gael. I have been lusting after this man ever since I saw Y Tu Mama Tambien back in college.

sigh.

I have to admit, I really had a hard time choosing from that list. Aside from the requisite Clooney, Pitt and Depp, they had me choosing from Javier Bardem, James Franco and Clive Owen. Sigh. And of course, the sparkly Robert Patttinson, who is winning my a landslide btw.

This is the age of the vampires. I can’t blame the teeners though. In my teen years, I had the biggest hard on for Spike and Angel from Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  

you know they are doing it behind closed doors.

I was finally able to watch the Star Trek movie after our little field trip to Don Bosco.

I liked it.

CB, the Star Trek fan that he is, LOVED it. I quote, “Parang orgasm.”

I have to agree, especially when looking at this.

yes please. do those evil things to me.

The ears are adorable and the eyebrows are sexay.

now boys, there are plenty of me to go around. no need to fight.

* groan *

For a guy movie though, this one was lacking in the females. It felt more like a chick movie with all those yummy boys around. CB had to point out to me that even the hotness that is Eric Bana is in this, albeit he has been camoouflaged in facial tattoos and dirtied up. Of course he didn’t quite put it that way

even evil, i want him.

I hate it when we’re like this.

It’s not doing either of us any good.

I’m sorry I made you feel bad.

I’m sorry I wasn’t very supportive.

But you have to stop thinking you’re not good enough.

You are.

I will not be here if you’re not.

***

I haven’t used my ipod in weeks. Is the blahness of things related to my indifference to music?

I wish my mom were here so I could ask her about relationships. It makes me sad that I can never have that kind of talk with her anymore.I have so many questions to ask her. Things a girl asks her mom’s advice on.

For that, I can barely watch wedding chick flicks without bawling my eyes out.

***

I just saw some vids of DC’s Hands Down again in youtube. It gets to me everytime. It will definitely be playing in my wedding.

I made a huge booboo this week. I accidentally missed inserting an entire day’s worth of production output in our monthly volume report. That’s about 2ooo+ pages short. Sigh.

Now I have to let my bos know about it.

If you knew me, you know I HATE making mistakes, especially ones that I know should have not happened. Here’s the ironic thing though. I have been diligently checking my daily reports. I check off each item to make sure nothing is repeated. Then I countercheck it. Gah!

Being idle makes my mind wander and I lose focus.

I have been eating heartily over the weekend. From Saturday to Monday, I have been consuming copious amounts of food and alcohol. My healthy streak has been broken. I blame no one but myself.

Dieting is so hard. I haven’t figured out what activities I need to add to my routine to help me lose weight. It sucks cause I’m on my own doin such things. If I were with a friend, maybe it could be different.

A bunch of guys from the office are enrolled in a boxing gym. Too bad that they’re not the bunch I’d like to hang out with. Also, work out clothes are expensive. Have you been to nike lately? Goodness, those things cost more than what I wear on a daily basis.

Just back on the night shift, struggling to get some decent sleep during the day. Though I believe nature is on my side with the cloudy and light rain afternoons, my subconcious is working against me. I dreamt that a possessed killer baby, in diapers no less, was running after me. I had but two choices, stab it to death or wake up in panicked fear. I chose the latter. I am a lot of things but killing babies, albeit possessed, in my dreams is not one of them.

It kind of looked like this, without the spikes.

i neeeeed miiiiilllllkkkkk

I googled “scary evil monster baby” to get that pic. Dapat ang lumabas na pic ay yung sa anak ni Janice na kinatatakutan ko nung bata ako. So out of curiosity, this is what shows up when you search for ” anak ni janice” in google images.

Chanak pala dati si Superman?  

*** For the curious, those pics would direct you to a review of Superman Returns, with the entry Anak ni Janice.

post ko to sa old blog ko. para naman hindi nega na lang lahat.

OCTOBER BABY: Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Yung last part, dati totoo yan hahaha ngayon, I’m working on that.

Hindi ko na maalala kung san ko nakuha yang list na yan. Too bad. Gusto ko sana tingnan definition ni CB.

isang taon na.

It definitely feels like a year has gone since my mom has passed away.

I just invited my cousin to the affair on sunday. In the comfort of my office seat, tears started to stream down. I couldn’t help it. Just so many things going on right now.

This time last year, I was happily in love without a care in the world. I was just in cloud nine, cliche as that maybe.

This week, the ramifications of last years actions have been taking their toll.

Said cousin has started a new career. It’s something he has always been into so I’m very happy for him. I just looked at some of his pictures and I felt proud that he has accomplished so much. I wish I could say the same for me.

My mom was my driving force. Although sometimes I felt that she was nagging and dictating my life, without her, I am nothing.

Here’s hoping this is where we’ll be headed for the summer.

heaven in a picture

Can’t you just imagine

Your toes on that sand?

Your body in that water?

Your life in paradise?

*image from http://rycerocks.multiply.com